The funny thing is we had a short but very intense relationship, both
very passionate, and I mean passionate about everything we were involved
with.
Travel, food, wine, laughter… each other!
I’ve been
working on many new projects and these random visions or memories keep
flashing in my mind, kind of distracting in the midst of a paint stroke,
but I enjoy them.
Flashes of eating lunch with a friend while
getting the most distracting texts of a girl dancing around in her
apartment with pink underwear on…
Flashes of the exact thing I
was doing when I texted to just answer the phone and listen to my voice,
as I told you some very intense things, laughing as I heard you
frantically search for your wallet, just to discover it in your hand.
Flashes of things exchanged between us, things only you and I will know of.
Flashes of every image I have ever taken of anyone and realizing they just don’t compare to those I have taken of you.
Our
very short and intense relationship was the most desirable thing I had
ever been in, the most fun I had ever had, the most creative I had been
to this point.
The funny thing is that I cherish that time more
intensely then with anyone else and yet we are so angry and hurt at and
by each other that despite the mot incredible time in both our lives our
stubbornness will keep us this way for sometime to come.
The funny thing is my words are filled with errors, but I don’t care, my words are who I am, open and honest about what I feel.
The
funny things is I want it back, I want it to never end, I want it
regardless of what anyone else thinks! I found you in the horrid maze we
call life, despite everything I have done, been through or thought you
have done, I want the one true thing that I knew was true… US!
