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Thursday, December 6, 2012

Narcissistic Psycho Bitch

It's all about you,
Turning faces purple and blue,
Spending your days self absorbed,
Never once admitting you're board,
Using people as you go,
Until most tell you to go blow.

Religions call such things a sin,
The rest of us know your just a has-been,
The real world sees the real you,
Letters from friends and you don't have a clue.

Being narcissistic is not a virtue,
It is the thing that makes others despise you,
One day there will be no one left,
To give your delusional ego a lift,
Friends keep going as you lose more of your mind,
Wondering why it is you've been left behind.

Your involvement with men is disgusting at best,
Knowing you use them while flaunting your chest,
A pitiful display of delusional behavior,
All the while claiming a savior,
Someday life will catch up with you,
And it will be you whose face will turn purple and blue.

The truth is what matters in life,
The very thing that causes you strife,
You hurt people by your actions and lies,
But that does not stop you and your lame ass spies,
The world is a wonderful place,
That will be better when purple and blue cover your face.

A  narcissistic psycho bitch is not the way to be,
Something everyone has been trying to make you see.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Purge the consequences of your life

We spend endless days thinking of fears unknown,
watching others do the same,
when the day is done our heads are thick with strife,
the time has come to purge the consequences of life.

Drama queens feel the need to control,
they fill each life with a heartless soul,
time to say good riddance to such people,
because the time has come to purge the consequences of life.

Anger fills the endless tide of emotions,
in this new world order there is enough to fill all of the worlds oceans,
words filled with vile and distrust,
dictate to all who hear them with a veniumus thrust,
that the time has come to purge the consequences of life.

Creativity runs deep inside me.

My words are thoughts that stem from my wealth of past experiences,
they are my words,
they will always be my words and they will never run silent.

My photography is my view of the world through the lens of a camera,
I've been to many places, seen many, many things,
my images tell stories and those stories will never be squelched.

My art is obvious, the study of life as I see it,
it may be an abstract, or a portrait,
my art is the creative essence with in me rising to the surface,
making a statement about our times, people, life.

These things I create are about everyone and they are about no one but me,
if you see your self in these things look again,
because there are many others who have inspired the things I create.

I have a voice, a creative mind and a creative spirit,
it will not be silenced or altered to meet the demands of anyone,
it is my creativity and these are my creations,
this is my mark on the world for all to enjoy!

I am looking forward to posting updates on the latest set of paintings, and I just started a new abstract series using the organics of life that I am very excited about.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Love

Love is desire,
admiration,
is a warm body to snuggle with,
dreaming of what could be,
Love is missing you.

Love is far from hate,
has no room for debate,
is beyond arguments,
Love is not born from acts of jealousy.

Love is not sex,
Nor is love meant to perplex,
Love is knowing whatever is true,
So understand when I say,
I love you!

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Revolution under a moon lit sky

We are a nation of haters
there is no other reason
for the disdain our government
has for it’s own people.

Loss of freedoms every day
we find ourselves dreaming
of a revolution under a moon lit sky
though externally we shake our head and sigh.

Our nation lost it’s way
with a government out of control
when laws get passed that kill
via remote control.

Police beatings, obnoxious reviews,
tell us something is wrong
something bad is near
something that says soon we will see
a revolution under a moon lit sky.

The government passes laws
that give corporations the power
to hurt, kill, and steal from there own employees
the line between government and
corporations is starting to blur
when it disappears completely we will
begin our revolution under a moon lit sky.

Corruption and greed are the new law
the insanity of it starts with us all
if we do nothing but have a blinds eye
we will see blood shed in the
revolution under a moon lit sky.


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The United States of America is not the country it once was. Americans have lost more freedoms in the past 12 years then all of the other years combined.  The government works on a policy of fear, if the public fears it, they use it to control.  America was founded and it’s government was setup to fear it’s people because the government is made up of its people... well we know that’s a big fat lie!

Politicians, judges, congressman, all of them buy there way farther up the ladder to more wealth, more power.

The US citizen no longer has the power to speak freely, we are no longer able to prevent our government from stealing our private information and using it for whatever they choose.  We sit around twiddling our thumbs watching reality tv while it all happens around us.  News no longer provides us with the truth, the bad side of what the government is, they don’t dare comment on it.  After all they are now all owned by large corporations and disgustingly wealthily who have there eye on that sweet government contract...

We are a nation of haters, greedy lying haters, I discovered this while sitting in a court room listening to a judge give some poor kid a shellacking because he was caught with a single joint.  The judge picked up a paper on his bench and with all the fire and brimstone of a good Baptist preacher told the kid it was a report that said the cancer caused by smoking weed “started in your testicles and went straight to your brain” he continued by yelling, “do you want to read this... my wife wrote a part of it she in the medical field, this is real!”  And who in there right mind would ever speak up and say “hell yeah I want to read it”  Of course there has not been a single death reported that was caused by smoking weed.  There is not cancer specific to smoking weed.  The judge was holding up either blank paper or some nonsense court documents and in his moment of clarity picked up that paper and lie about it while sitting on the bench.  I realized then that our nation was doomed!  When a judge in the lowest court system in the US starts lying under the guise of “I doing this for the betterment of...” CRAP!  He sat on the bench and lied, then went on to pass judgement on this kid for having one single joint!  Oh and the wife of that judge has ownership in the facility where he sends those he has judged to for drug testing... it may be legal but that does not make it morally correct! 

Having spent the last two years fighting what seems to be everything, I must admit I have a certain level of disgust for our government and what it has become...

The evil empire that nearly every other nation on the planet has thought we were for most all of our history!

Monday, August 6, 2012

Trapped in paradise

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If I could describe the taste of you...

If I could describe the taste of you,
it would taste like the color of midnight blue,
wandering in the mid day sun,
leads to nights of vintage Cosecha red,
where glittering days of midnight sun,
playing with times of proposals undone.

If I could describe the taste of you,
it would be like the earths watery hue,
a giant pearl in the blackness of space,
and life's eternal torment,
regarding the human race.

Notions of love and saving grace,
are filtering moments in the deadness of space,
but the universe is a mysterious place,
giving hope to notions of love and saving grace.

The tasting of you fills my lungs with pleasure,
like finding the universe in your eyes,
and a world of untold treasure,
sweet dreams go by every night,
while notions of tasting you take flight.

We spend our days in the delicate dance of life,
our nights sleeping off drunken strife,
the taste of you imbedded in my soul,
time and aging taking its toll,
all the while trying to describe the taste of you,
wondering what I've got to do,
with these notions of tasting you.

If you only knew

For the one who never stops inspiring me~
 
If you only knew,
the times I've started painting you,
only to get discouraged to follow through,
if you only new the things I have written,
looking back at when there was a word smitten.

If you only knew,
the things you have inspired,
how I have dreamt of you when I was tired,
only to wake alone yet again,
as if before life ever began.

If you only knew,
the things I have wanted to say,
but kept my feelings locked up every day,
I look at old photographs and close my eyes,
as if to travel back to those wondrous skies.

If you only knew,
the times I have spent exploring you,
how many times I have traveled,
down those dangerous curves,
if you only knew how often I think of you.

You would know that life,
would not be the same had I never met you.

Friday, July 6, 2012

I've spent a lifetime loving you

You know who you are,
The one whose stories with me will be written about,
You know who I am,
I know who you are...

I know if we were talking you would have already called to wish me a happy birthday,
I know you thought of me today because I see you've been here to visit,
I know everyday I am in your thoughts,
I know that you wish things had been different.

I know the truth and so do you,
I know despite our troubles we still desire,
I know the truth in who I am,
I know that everyday I still think of you,
I know the truth in what we had,
I know the truth in what we were supposed to be.

I know the truth!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Setting things straight!

With the case against me now in the restitution hearing phase I really need to comment on a few things.  It has come to my attention that my former employer or employees that still work there are having fun with spreading rumors and untruths about me and my family over the past year so this is to correct the false information that keeps getting back to me!

Regarding my divorce:

My wife and I decided a while ago that we were no longer compatible and that it would be best to divorce and look for the things we were missing in our own marriage.   My divorce had nothing to to with the case or my finical placement at the time.  We were told if we could to hold off until our daughter was 18 or older to make things better for all and that is what happened.  The week after Shelby turned 18 I filed for the divorce and it was completed on April 8th 2011.

Regarding the loss of my home:

The loss of my home was NOT because of the divorce nor was it because of the case regarding my former employer.  My wife and I fought with J.P. Morgan Chase Bank for over 2 years trying to save our home.  If you read this http://karlrdenton.blogspot.com/2011/04/open-letter-to-president-of-united.html you will gain an understanding of how frustrating it was and how dissapointed we both were on losing the house and how little help there was.  Again we fought to save our home!  The house went into a short sale because a couple of greedy realtors  convinced my then wife that it was the best way to go about things, not telling her that we would still be in the house if we had continued to fight.  They came across as caring about our credit rating when in reality it had already been destroyed because the bank would not help us.  The realtor had nothing in mind but reaping the profits from the closing when talking to my wife!  As it stands now the new owners pay as much per-month as I do in renting my current home!  Our house was stolen from us, it was not lost because of the case, the divorce or any other factor!

Regarding my right to a restitution hearing:

During the initial hearing the Prosecutor commented several times that "the defendant had already plead "not-contest" and could not see why I was being allowed to bring up or subpena those whom I worked with including the owner of the company!  Then in the same breath would try and assert that this was tantamount to harassment by me against my former employer.  The fact is I have a right to this restitution hearing because it is part of the law!  I've taken responsibility for many things they claim but I will NOT take responsibility for items used at and for work.  The Prosecutor also made many comments pertaining to my legal counsel such as "the defendant has gone through 3 or 4 lawyers, what do you expect?"  The fact is I have had 2 lawyers, the original one whom in my opinion provided me with no counsel whatsoever and whom I fired when he asked me to pay $5,000 in addition to the $20,000 I had already paid him.  Then I have my current lawyer!  No others!  So the prosecutor would rather infringe on my rights to have this hearing and immediately started making comments such as above!   I subpenaed only those whom I worked with on various projects, those whom I took orders from including the owner because as it is my right to have this hearing it is also my right to call on anyone who can provide insight into this case, good, bad or ugly!  I have no interest in interacting with anyone from my former employer other then ending this nightmare!


I find it interesting that regardless of the restrictions I have had imposed on me in this case that my former employer or at least select people that are still employed by my former employer are free and able to say whatever comes to mind regarding me or my family though I find it just as interesting that the prosecutor does the same thing but in her case she makes the comments in court, just loud enough to be heard by the judge, my former employer and the court room.  Dirty tricks to continuously smear my name in the midst of this case.  I will not stand for it!  Nor will I take responsibility for the things I used in the line of work!


Regarding the IRS audit I am in the middle of regarding the years 2009 and 2010:

I have been down this path with the IRS before!  During the congressional investigation regarding abuse on the part of the IRS.  This is no different!  The moment I got into the office for the initial meeting it was obvious that they were going reclassify my work in art and photography as a hobby.  This meant that I would have to repay thousands of dollars in back taxes and penalties! While in the initial interview I secretly recorded the entire thing for my own protection as resolving the first audit got VERY intense until I sought and received help for the special congressional committee investigating the IRS.  I will fight this audit with as much vigor as the last one!  One interesting note is that while being interviewed I overheard the IRS investigator telling a small businessman the EXACT same thing during his interview.  You can even hear her telling him it on the recording I made.  What the IRS is doing is targeting small home based businesses and denying them the same rights and do course as they give large companies whom write off more in losses per year then all the small home based business combined!

I will NOT stop fighting this!

I really hope this helps set things straight but to recap:

*My divorce was planned and was mutual between my ex-wife and I (I should point out she is upstairs wrapping gifts for our daughter as I write this!)  We get a long we were just not meant for marriage despite being so for 30 years!

*My home was stolen from us!  We fought with the banks hoping the bailout would have helped, it did not, the bailout was designed to shit on home owners and help the banks, simple as that!

*It is my right to have the restitution hearing!  It is my right and obligation to make the most of my life, pay restitution and get this thing behind me, the endless rumors, insulting innuendo being dished out by both my former employer and the prosecutor do nothing but show how flawed our legal system is!

*The IRS has a new directive and that is to "stop" small business by hiding behind obscure laws that are changed by our own government to further the agenda of large companies and the IRS itself, lets remember the government is the largest corporation in the US!  I will NOT stop fighting the findings regarding my own taxes!

Breaking my heart

You are breaking my heart beyond repair
As I look out this tiny window into a stary night
I miss the moonlit sky that we once shared
in this rime of need, dispare and doubt
while my heart breaks beyond repair

Days lost to worry and doubt
nights lost through visions of tears
with memories of a couple sure and in love
just as the sun rises above
while my heart breaks beyond repair

One hundred days of separation and pain
minds fill with drops of toxic rain
a couple once in love and sure
discovers neither one is pure
hurt and solitude grow to deep
the darkness of being, as time slows to a stop
while my hear breaks beyond repair

Friday, April 6, 2012

The taste of you

The taste of you sticks with me to this day,
I remember walking into your apartment,
tasting you along the way.
the feel of your skin as I pulled
your panties to the floor.
 
The taste of you sticks with me to this day,
there are many things,
if I could,
I would say,
but our time has come and gone,
that has become our song.

So despite the taste of you lingering in me,
there is not much more for you to see,
the passion,
the rise of temperature,
the desire,
and climax,
are nothing but memories,
of a time when I saw the universe in your eyes.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Do you miss me?

Do you miss me,
the way we touched,
do you miss the laughter,
or do you miss the morning after?

Do you miss me,
the way we kissed,
that our lips fit together,
do you miss the attention,
walking down the street,
do you miss the love so sweet?

Do you miss me,
and the adventure,
do you miss the tenderness,
or the smell of us in the air,
do you miss the passion,
the intensity like no other?

Do you miss me,
do you miss the long talks,
or the long walks,
along rivers of color,
deep reds and blues,
do you miss the things
I loved about you?

Do you miss me?

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

It really does not matter what you say...

I will never be far from your thoughts,
regardless of who you are with,
you will compare them to me,
regardless what you say,
you will always think of me,
regardless of who you are with,
you will remember the time we had.

It does not matter what you say,
time and time again,
you will know,
that when you look back,
you will have realized that
you may have lost,
the very person who knew you,
who has seen who you really are,
and who loved you because of it.

Regardless of the insults,
the mean words,
I know the truth behind your eyes,
more then anyone, I know the truth,
that regardless of what you say,
your thoughts will be of me!

It really does not matter what you say,
when you think you feel for someone,
it does not matter anymore,
because we both know,
that everyday I will be in your thoughts,
we both know that you will wake one day,
and wonder if you have made a mistake,
that I will be the one you think of,
that in your heart you will never be able to let me go...

So it really does not matter what you say!

Friday, January 6, 2012

Sweet dreams...

Sweet Dreams,

I know you're there,
bursting at the seams.

Love so full,
you're about to explode.

I want to say sweet dreams,

because you know in your heart,

That I will always love you~

It must have been you keeping me down

I've spent endless days wondering why,
thinking that I was some odd dysfunctional guy,
but then interactions with others,
made me realize,
that it must have been you keeping me down!

I've spent endless days in private reassurance,
only to read an ironic email disturbance,
the frustration in me grows,
but then others make me realize,
it must have been you keeping me down!

Now creativity flows free from me,
the seed of inspiration is given to many,
others who know and desire,
the things I have to offer,
while standing nude in the shower.

Friends and lovers who have no doubt,
about who I am and my desire to never be without,
these are the people who made me realize,
it must have been you keeping me down!

Life's much to short to be abused and hurt,
so I've wiped you clean from my life,
like a child wiping his hands on his shirt,
as my friends and lovers make me realize,
it must have been you keeping me down!