My most creative years, the ones where I produced some of the most
creative art in my life was done so because I was uninfluenced by
others. I just created the things I saw in my mind, not realizing
they(the others) existed.
Then I got involved with one person,
she entered my mind and everything since has been changed. It is now
hard to see what used to be in my mind, because time is measured from
the time before her to the time after her. Thus my creativity/mind is
in turmoil, wandering through life without direction.
As an
artist who has more creativity/confusion brewing in his mind, I think it
might be time to give way to the creativity of self other then the
creativity of others influence. In this the universes preplanned
direction will unfold itself to me and I will then know the path to
take.
This will undoubtedly lead me to more life without reality,
but then life has been far from average, or even close to reality.
There is so much more then what is seen at the surface. And it is this
me, that I must now create from, this me that is wandering through life,
all the while thinking that I am living in reality!
Because creating from the self will bring a far greater influence to this planet, this universe, then can be imagined~
